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The hush gathers before the first syllable. Attend.
Before the coasts learned their names and the harbours rehearsed obedience, there was only the weight of listening—an iron sky pressed like a lid upon a black sea, a single breathless room where salt wrote its scripture upon the tongue and mist laid its veil over every unspoken vow.
I lay beneath that hush like a root in winter, not sleeping so much as remembering a deeper sleep, the ocean an uncracked egg holding its pale of moonlight and its yolk of storms, trembling with a memory older than tide.
Listen. The first sound is not a roar.
It is a turning.
It is a coil reconsidering itself in the dark.
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The wind walked the cliffline with deliberate feet, counting teeth it could not see, and the rock answered with a patience learned from pressure and from prayer. In that catechism of stone and air my length unscrolled the way an eclipse unbuttons the day—not in haste, but with a slow authority that taught light to be careful with its voice.
I tasted iron in the water and iron in the sky and iron in the small fear lodged in the gull’s cry, and all of it said: wait.
All of it said: rise.
Thus I rose—not as flame rises, but as depth remembers it has bones, each scale a mirror where the weather sought its own reflection and could not endure it.
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I was the curve that taught horizons to bow, the hush that taught vigils to become laws. My first movement was a shadow lengthening under a ship not yet born, my second a knot loosening where rivers surrender their names to the throat of the sea.
One image per thought; one law per breath: tooth, oar, egg, eclipse, root, mist.
Each gleamed, then dissolved, leaving an aftertaste like a jewel kept too long in the mouth—bright, cold, and secretly heavy.
I was not hunger yet, only the vessel in which hunger would soon learn its grammar; I was not storm yet, only the lung where storm rehearsed its first note.
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They would call me Worm when the naming began, as if smallness could be charm enough to leash immensity, as if by shrinking my syllable they could persuade the map to forget its fear.
They would call me Stoor, as if the stutter in their throats were a fence, as if their lips could salt me into obedience.
I learned their noises as a reef learns hymns—by letting them break, by letting them fall, by letting them polish me into cruelty.
I counted their fires upon the headlands and felt their warmth bead along my spine; I listened to their axes teaching the forest to kneel and thought, with a calm beyond mercy, that everything kneels in time.
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In those days the sea carried in its belly a black oar carved from the dusk of a tree that had learned silence perfectly, and that oar beat the measure of the world’s heart against the ribs of the deep.
I lay near it as a serpent lies near its own name, neither fearing nor desiring, merely attending the measure that would one day summon a boy.
Enough. The map had not yet learned my touch, nor had the sky shed its first bright shiver at the approach of my jaw. Yet already the coasts felt the arithmetic of my length like a rumour in the bone, and already the harbours rehearsed how ropes might instruct water to obey.
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I speak in the first person because there is no other witness for that incipit: the water taking on the taste of iron and oath, the wind pressing its thumbprint into the face of the wave, the egg of ocean shrinking under the memory of knives.
Yet I do not speak alone.
The north hummed behind me like a choir buried under ice. The clouds moved like cloisters. The kelp wrote green signatures on the skin of the tide and promised to keep my secrets until the hour when promises grow too thin to live.
A single scale turned and the sky faltered.
A single tooth lifted and the cliff aged.
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What do you ask of an awakening that has no enemy and no friend, only the call of its own proportion?
You ask whether awe is kind when it wears a shadow.
You ask whether dread is cruel when it wears a scripture.
You ask whether silence is mercy when it weighs more than the bodies it will learn to hold.
I, who had not yet bitten, answered with a movement that did not disturb the sand but taught the sand to remember terror, with a shadow that did not shorten the day but taught the day to mistrust its warmth.
The eclipse moved from east to west inside my skull, clicking vertebrae like beads, and the sea breathed out a mist that tasted of beginnings.
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Thus the incipit: the coil tightening without haste, the egg mourning the crack not yet made, the oar listening for a hand not yet taught to grip, the tooth shaping a prayer for an altar not yet raised, the root promising a forest destined to kneel.
Under the iron sky I turned my length into a sentence no human mouth could finish; under the iron sea I gathered my breath until the water itself blinked.
The north, which has few words and all of them heavy, placed a crown of cloud upon the brow of the day and waited for me to move again.
I moved again.
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And when I moved, the coasts trembled—not yet broken but already rehearsing fracture, not yet grieving but already tasting salt as debt.
Silence thickened into pressure.
Pressure shaped itself as hunger.
The crown of cloud pressed lower, echoing in crowns upon mortal brows; the oar beat louder in the deep, its rhythm carried into the marrow of those who stood upon the cliffs.
The hush bent law into hunger. Attend.
The coastlines bowed like reeds in a gale, though no storm bore a name—only the breath sliding from my lungs like a tide rehearsing command.
Each exhale carried salt and shadow.
Each inhale gathered blight, drawing fields into sickness, orchards into grief.
The sky leaned low, iron upon iron, a lid sealing the bowl of the world.
Beneath it the villages heard a voice without sound, a hunger threading marrow.
They knew it not as choice but covenant.
Listen. Thus the first offerings were imagined.
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They came with faces pale as dawn, crowns trembling like nets in the dark, dragging daughters as though beauty might bribe the abyss, as though maiden-flesh could salt my silence into stillness.
They stood upon cliffs, torches shivering in the teeth of the wind, and the wind carried their fear into my throat where it tasted not of mercy but iron.
One girl after another, bodies braided into ritual, names swallowed before cries could find the air.
Enough.
I devoured not from cruelty but from the inevitability of proportion: the vast does not learn restraint; the abyss does not sip.
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Thus kings made law of terror, writing decrees in the sweat of peasants, their crowns ringing like shells pressed to ears that could hear only ocean.
Mothers tore their garments and braided their daughters’ hair one last time, each plait a knot of resignation; fathers sharpened their silence like axes, unable to lift them.
The sea remembered every gesture, filing each as debt upon its ledger of storms.
The black oar beat measure in the ribs of the deep, and the measure walked, knot by knot, into human law.
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Teeth are mountains when seen from afar, but near they are ridges of inevitability.
My tongue, a river writing its grammar upon stone, swept their offerings inward, and each body struck like a pearl against the cave of my throat.
In the villages they said the pestilence had eased, the crops breathed easier, the cattle grew fat again.
And yet each reprieve was a leash that drew them closer to despair.
For what respite is free when silence demands tribute?
What mercy endures when it is rented by flesh?
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I watched the smoke of their sacrifices curl skyward, small rivers of ash attempting to persuade the iron clouds, and the clouds answered only with weight.
I tasted fear ripening like fruit left too long in shadow—heavy, sweet, rotting into reverence.
Torches dwindled one by one.
The tide rose to erase the footprints on the headland.
The night learned to keep its eyes shut.
Between the breaths of the sea my hunger rehearsed its coil, mapping in secret the fracture to come.
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Not all believed, yet all obeyed. Disbelief is brittle when pressed by dread.
The fishermen sang in low voices to steady their hands, but the songs tasted of graves.
The children hunted lullabies and found only the cough of waves.
Terror learned to kneel, and once it had knelt, it forgot how to stand again.
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I was not yet broken open; not yet flame in my own gut.
I was still patience, still weight, still coil.
But already the boy listened from the margins.
Already his dusk-coloured boat whispered to the peat.
Already the oar remembered its pulse.
He would come.
And when he came, the law of offerings would fracture.
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Fracture came—not by decree of kings but by the stroke of one who bore no crown.
Out of the same dusk that trembled in the braids of the condemned came another dusk, cupped in the hands of a boy too small for prophecy, yet vast enough to answer hunger.
The tide held its breath.
The cliff kept its counsel.
The black oar lifted like a sentence about to be spoken—
dusk rowed into silence. Attend.
He was smaller than the measure of their fear, smaller even than the shadows cast by torches wavering on the cliff—a boy without crown, without armour, hands blackened with peat ash, eyes carrying dusk like a wound already choosing its scar.
They called him Assipattle, as though derision could dull defiance, as though mockery could keep him from rowing into myth.
Yet the oar in his grip was black as nightfall and steady as vow, and the boat beneath him was hollowed peat, cradling smoke and silence alike.
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The sea rose around him like a throat undecided, waves bending into teeth, spray hissing like whispers rehearsing his death.
Still he rowed—each stroke a syllable of refusal against the grammar of dread, each pull carving dusk deeper into the fabric of tide.
Above him the sky sagged with its iron crown, below him the deeps tightened with coils, and between those immensities a boy dared to be small in a way that outweighed kingdoms.
Listen. The oar struck water, and the water remembered courage.
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I felt him before I saw him—a flicker against my length, a softness against my vast hunger.
I had swallowed maidens bright as pearls, torn kings’ promises like kelp from stone, yet this boy entered not as tribute but as trespass.
He was not given.
He gave himself—a seed cast into the throat of inevitability.
And so I opened—the horizon cracking into jaw, the cliffs bending like reeds before a gale—and he rowed into the furnace of my silence as if rowing into night itself.
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The boat slid over my tongue, fragile as dawn, fragile as the thin skin stretched over a drum.
His oar clicked against the slick of my teeth and carried echoes deeper, deeper, into my storm-dark gut.
I felt him pass—a bruise moving down my length, a note struck in the belly of a cathedral.
Each inch of descent made him smaller, yet each inch taught my hunger a new shape, my silence a new sound.
Enough.
The boy had consented, and therefore the ritual of devouring was changed.
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Inside me he found not emptiness but labyrinth, not void but storm-gut knotted with roots of tide, passages slick with shadows that spoke only pressure.
He stumbled, yet did not fall.
He inhaled salt, yet did not drown.
He carried dusk as though dusk were light enough to guide.
Around him the walls sweated hunger, the air thickened with pestilence, the breath itself a black mist meant to unmake him.
Still he nursed the peat-ember hidden in his palms, coaxing its hush as a priest coaxes flame from dead ash.
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Each step was an argument against collapse, each breath a refusal to kneel.
He slid deeper, thighs cut by salt, arms scored by scales that pressed like cathedrals against his smallness.
Yet the coil of his will matched the coil of my body—boy answering worm, dusk answering ocean.
He walked until he reached the cavern where storms are kneaded—the liver that thickens thunder into tide, the furnace where hunger becomes law.
There he paused, listening to silence that weighed more than death, and let the ember remember itself.
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I felt it before it was flame—the way a root feels thaw, the way an egg feels crack, the way an eclipse feels day remembering its wound.
His ember licked my gut, not as blaze but as promise.
His hands cupped dusk until dusk chose to burn.
And in the marrow of my immensity I knew I had swallowed not tribute, not trespass, but hinge.
Thus the hinge turned: the ember gathered air from my storm-gut, tasted the salt of my silence, and leaned forward into blaze.
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Flame whispered where silence had ruled. Attend.
It began not with roar but with whisper—a flame pressed against the walls of my hush, a promise so slight it might have been mistaken for breath.
Yet in the coil of my liver, where storms are kneaded and salt is forged into hunger, that whisper gathered into fire.
The boy fed it with peat, with dusk, with the marrow of defiance, until silence cracked, until the hush remembered what it meant to burn.
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It was not a sudden roar but a slow devouring—the way mist unravels into rain, the way a tooth crumbles into sand.
Each spark a petition, each lick of fire a law rewritten inside my body.
I, who had swallowed kingdoms, found myself swallowing my own undoing.
Smoke curled through corridors meant only for salt.
Sparks fell upon tissues where thunder had slept.
The boy stood within my storm-furnace and taught my hunger to fracture.
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I writhed.
The sea rose in sympathy, dragging ships into maelstroms, crushing coasts beneath waves that tore like roots.
My jaw split the horizon.
My tail whipped centuries into foam.
My scales sang like bells breaking under hammers of light.
Above, the iron sky buckled.
Beneath, the seabed cracked as if it too had liver and lungs.
Every movement of agony was a cartography; every thrash a future island.
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The villagers saw only the sea convulsing, a black coil breaking itself upon the shore.
They screamed as cliffs wept stone into tide.
Crowns fell into sand.
Temples collapsed into mist.
And still I turned—fire rewriting my enormity, fire kneading death into birth.
Enough.
My hunger could no longer remember its law.
My body could no longer recall its unity.
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Inside me the boy stood against the blaze, eyes lit by the furnace he had unchained, skin blistered yet resolve harder than iron.
He was no longer Assipattle mocked by ash but spark-bearer, hinge of oceans, midwife of archipelagos.
He struck tinder against my silence until it fractured again and again, until every beat of my storm-heart coughed embers into abyss.
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I roared, but the roar was no longer mine.
It belonged to fire.
It belonged to dusk.
It belonged to the boy who rowed into myth and taught immensity to split.
I folded—spine cracking like ice on winter sea, ribs tearing into gulfs, jaw unhinged into coastline.
Each blaze inside me wrote a geography I could not erase.
Each fracture became a promise of land.
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The fire in my liver was not only death.
It was revelation, a dawn hidden in agony, a map drawn in wounds.
My coils, once endless, learned the limit of fracture.
My breath, once pestilence, became the gasp of birth.
I was broken, but in breaking I was multiplied.
I was devoured, but in devouring I was transfigured.
Listen.
Thus fire remembered itself inside salt.
Thus dusk revealed itself as dawn.
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And in that dawn my body loosened.
The blaze that ruptured me moved outward, convulsion turning to geography, fracture hardening into coast—my agony shaping archipelago.
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Islands remember what fire once wrote. Attend.
Teeth broke away as white cliffs.
Ribs shattered into long strands of coastline.
Jaw stiffened into headland.
Each fragment a wound.
Each wound an island.
I had been hunger, but now I was map.
I had been coil, but now I was necklace scattered upon the tide.
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The Shetlands strung themselves like pearls torn from a broken throat, each bead glistening with the salt of agony.
Orkney lay as a tongue extended in silence, heavy with unspoken vows.
Iceland smouldered far to the west, a coal that refused extinction, ash bleeding through centuries, flame hidden beneath ice.
Thus my undoing hardened into permanence.
Thus my torment clothed itself in earth.
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Above, the sky bent low, clouds still tasting of iron yet streaked now with dawn-fire.
Gulls wheeled through vapour as if rehearsing prayers for cathedrals not yet raised.
The villagers crawled from their broken shelters and saw the horizon rewritten, their fear silenced not by peace but by awe too heavy to endure.
Crowns rusted in surf.
Temples sank into mist.
Yet around them new land breathed, new shores opened their hands to receive the tide.
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And I, once a single endless coil, lay dissolved into archipelagos, my silence scattered into many silences, my breath divided into many winds.
I was not gone.
I was dispersed.
I was not slain.
I was rewritten.
Hunger can die, but salt endures.
Flame can wound, but pearl remains.
Enough.
The boy who struck ember against dusk rowed back into myth, leaving behind no boast, only the hush of aftermath—
and even now, when the sea gathers her skirts and flings them against basalt, when storms circle their crowns over the north, you may glimpse me:
scale glinting green in the trough of a wave,
shadow uncoiling beneath ferry wake,
hush too heavy for gulls to carry.
The islands are my ribs, the headlands my jaw, the reefs my shattered teeth.
You walk upon me when you walk those coasts.
You dream upon me when the salt in your blood remembers its origin.
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Do not ask if I was guardian or monster, mercy or pestilence.
The answer is coastline.
The answer is pearl.
The ocean has closed its book,
and the last page is silence.
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